urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx Oh, to see you again... ~*Liz*~ 2006-05-19T02:42:25Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:59218 2006-05-19T02:42:25Z 2006-05-19T02:42:25Z arctic cats so tired.<br />so busy.<br /><br /><br /><br />and in 13 days i will no longer be a resident of fitchburg, ma.<br /><br /><br />that feels so good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:58956 2006-05-11T14:38:50Z 2006-05-11T14:38:50Z mother mother come and see bye bye birdie.<br /><br />i was the choreographer and the cast is effin great.<br />thurs 5/11 and fri 5/12 at 7pm FHS.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />DO IT! :o) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:58824 2006-04-09T19:32:13Z 2006-04-09T19:32:13Z bright eyes this beautiful weather makes me feel wonderful... things are looking up.<br /><br /><br />*i have a new boyfriend :o)<br />*i can taste how close i am to completing my first year in college.<br />*only 53 more days until i move in with chris and alison.<br />*business at slattery's has been good = more tips for me.<br />*i got my car fixed.<br />*my diet is getting a little easier for me to follow.<br /><br /><br /><br />thank goodness cuz it's been a hell of a long wait. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:58506 2006-03-26T03:10:26Z 2006-03-26T03:10:26Z kelly clarkson he makes me smile.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />so shove it. :o)<br /><br /><br />ps- i got the most amazing phone call from ms. monica mcnamera today. it pretty much made my year. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:58340 2006-03-18T19:32:38Z 2006-03-18T19:32:38Z jack johnson i've got to decide exactly what it is that i want.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />aaaaaaaaand<br />slattery's makes me siick.<br /><br /><br />i'm on vacation this week so i'm expecting silly amounts of phone calls! :o) do it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:57844 2006-03-09T02:42:27Z 2006-03-09T02:42:27Z project runway a lot is going on...<br /><br /><br />i've decided to move in with alison and chris in his house in auburn :o) the big day is june 1st... my last final is on may 24th so i'll be keeping busy until then. i'm working at the gap and at slattery's just trying to save up for rent money. i'm pretty sure it's going to be absolutley fabulous, and june cannot come soon enough :o).<br /><br />i'm choreographing bye bye birdie at the high school and i'm really excited to work with all the kids. they're an awesome group and everyone has gotten so talented. i love 'em :o) it's def going to be fun.<br /><br /><br />college is still lame and i'm applying like crazy. i'm gonna be in the worcester area probably next fall so i can make the easy commute from chris'.<br /><br />other than that, same old. i've lost 15 pounds. pretty soon i'm gonna be one sexy bitch. gentlemen, i'm now accepting applications :o)<br /><br /><br /><br />later hater. time for project runway season finale. :o) i heart daniel. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:57555 2006-02-20T01:10:01Z 2006-02-20T01:10:01Z hot hot heat I lost 10 pounds so far... horray!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />oh yeah, raise your hand if you're sick of this crappy cold weather and are entirely ready for sunshine and flip flops. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:57320 2006-02-14T15:24:18Z 2006-02-14T15:24:18Z the beatles I lost 7 lbs! :o) Let's keep it going. Yeah I'm gonna be a pretty smokin' bitch on the beach this summer. Wait and see! :o)<br /><br /><br />Today isn't Valentine's Day.<br />It's Nicole's Birthday, so Happy Birthday Nicole!<br /><br /><br />I like the way that sounds much better.<br /><br /><br />Clark application is all set to go! Horray!<br /><br /><br />later hater. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:56898 2006-02-09T16:50:20Z 2006-02-09T16:50:20Z jack johnson well i guess a lot has happened since my last update...<br /><br />you know the girl that sang "everybody's working for the weekend" in an opera voiceon american idol? yeah, that's my best friend ali. she was effin brilliant.<br /><br />i'm still in search of a job. i worked at moosetracks for a day, and then quit. that place is fucked up, def don't work there. for now i'm filling in at slattery's (this friday, and valentine's day)and sometimes at the gap too. i'm gonna go and give my application to starbucks today, i really think i'd like it there.<br /><br />i commute to my classes on mondays, wednesdays and fridays, and surprisingly-- it's not that bad.<br /><br />i am going to be the choreographer for bye bye birdie at the high school and i'm pretty excited about it. :o)<br /><br />also a group of my friends are doing our own version of the biggest loser. there are 6 of us and eveeryone puts in $5 a week. the winner at the end of 12 weeks gets all the money. mmmm i wanna win :o)<br /><br /><br />time for a shower and then the job hunt continues. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:56675 2006-01-31T21:06:48Z 2006-01-31T21:06:48Z interpol i really need something new. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:56341 2006-01-26T02:08:56Z 2006-01-26T02:08:56Z the beatles American Idol makes me laugh pretty hard. So many of those people are serious. It's really the most bizarre thing to watch. <br /><br /><br />I've been catching up on my sleep... this upcoming weekend is going to be a real busy one. Busy, but pretty amazing.<br /><br />Tomorrow morning I drive up to UMass to get everything out of my room. That's right. It's decided that this upcoming semester I'll be commuting to school. It shouldn't be that bad in that I only have classes on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. I truly believe that college isn't about the education so much as it is about the experience. Let's face it -- hated the experience I was getting. So I'm taking my money and running. <br /><br />Yesterday I applied at the 99 as a waitress. I'm waiting on a phone call and I'd really like to work there.<br /><br /><br />A little laundry before Project Runway I think... :o) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:56181 2006-01-23T04:47:29Z 2006-01-23T04:47:29Z mozella i don't want to go back.<br /><br /><br />and what i mean by that is that i'm scared.<br /><br />please, keep me here. <br /><br /><br />a lot differet up close, huh? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:55905 2006-01-17T07:08:47Z 2006-01-17T07:08:47Z denali i havent written in this thing in forever... i thought i was kind of over it. but let's face it, none of us can really ever be over livejournal. i've said it. i give in. :o)<br /><br /><br />as a recap then i've survived my first (awful) semester at college. i'm miserable there and i'm trying my best to not think about having to go back in two weeks. still, i'll do my best to be optimistic, i really do want to like it there but i've already begun my college applications to have my options open. meanwhile i plan to milk these next 14 or so days for all they're worth. everyone should call me to hang out :o)<br /><br />i keep playing my guitar, but if it's possible, i may be getting worse :o) lessons maybe in order.... regardless i love playing :o)<br /><br /><br />my coffee cup is dry and my headache is subsiding, so it's time for bed.<br /><br /><br />g'night.<br /><br />ps- i got my tattoo finally. it's pretty fantastic. pictures soon. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:55701 2005-11-21T23:47:52Z 2005-11-21T23:47:52Z sublime Back home to Fithcburg tomorrow!! :o) I'm excited to see everyone at the game on Thursday.. time certainly does fly..<br /><br /><br /><br />gonna be great.<br /><br /><br />Beauty and the Beast opens in less than two weeks... I'm a dancing napkin. You absolutley don't wanna miss this one :o) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:55309 2005-11-07T03:34:21Z 2005-11-07T03:34:21Z interpol today my family came over for a little belated birthday brunch. it was absolutley delightful... i opened all of my presents and just as i thought everything was done... my dad came around the corner holding a guitar with a big bow on it.<br /><br /><br /><br />AHHHHHHHHHHH. i'm sooooo pumped. i want to play forever and ever.<br /><br />i'm addicted.<br /><br /><br />leave me some sugar :o) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:55213 2005-11-04T01:55:41Z 2005-11-04T01:55:41Z laguna If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you. <br /><br /><br />oh man please do it :o) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:54939 2005-11-02T04:28:16Z 2005-11-02T04:28:16Z the postal service In about a half hour I'll be 19 years old.<br />That's right, tomorrow's my birthday.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I am so fucking excited. :o) <br /><br />leave me some birthday lovin, sluts &lt;3. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:54655 2005-10-19T18:59:18Z 2005-10-19T18:59:18Z death cab for cutie <p>last year the whole application for college process REALLY sucked. i hate that i'm&nbsp;going through it all again... meh.<br><br><br><br><br><br>countdown until my birthday... 14 days :o)<br><br>time for theatre 100 then back to write a paper for english. booooo.<br></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:54282 2005-10-06T19:59:40Z 2005-10-06T19:59:40Z the spill canvas rehearsals for beauty and the beast start this sunday. i'm pretty much wicked excited to see everyone :o)<br><br>i'm coming home on saturday for columbus day weekend. that night i'm going to see clue with alison and chris.&nbsp; i can't wait to see the show... the whole concept seems really interesting and i want to see how it's done. :o) definitely looking forward to that.&nbsp;<br><br>i'm absolutley experiencing the whole "broke college kid" feeling... and i am not pleased to say the least. i've had a job since freshman year of high school, so to not have an income right now is soooo strange.&nbsp; my birthday is coming up though, so hopefully that will help out a little bit.<br><br>i can't quite figure out what i should be for halloween. of course i'm open to suggestions... please help me out!! :o) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:54067 2005-10-01T17:16:58Z 2005-10-01T17:16:58Z my chemical romance i'm in the dancing chorus baby!! :o) beauty and the beast is gonna be a lot of fun and i'm looking forward to seeing everyone again :o) congrats to miss alyssa who's our beauty :o) i'm seriously so proud of her... and also to my love christopher, the beast. def gonna be a fun one.... i hope i'm the rug.. :o) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:53879 2005-09-22T02:49:27Z 2005-09-22T02:49:27Z make yourself i want to come home. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:53562 2005-09-19T00:39:14Z 2005-09-19T00:39:14Z wake me up when september ends <p>i finally feel like i'm getting a hold of this whole college thing.&nbsp; <br>i'm uncomfortable and that's normal.<br>i really like my acting class... i feel like i'm learning so much..<br>i want to be better.<br>everything is a lot of work and everything is really hard.<br>i guess that's the way it should be, though.<br></p> <p>today chris and alison came up for a surprise visit.<br>it meant the world. <br>i played the guitar for them, we drove around amherst and ate burritos for lunch.<br>amazing, actually.<br><br>tomorrow's monday.<br>i have two papers to write and i'm going to experience the umass library for the first time.<br>i have loads of laundry to do and not enough quarters.<br><br>i'm so fucking ready :o)<br><br></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:53381 2005-09-14T03:15:57Z 2005-09-14T03:16:29Z jewel i love the guitar.<br />one lesson and i'm in love. i feel like i've found a passion. that's what i've needed. something new. something theraputic.<br />my teacher's the man. he's teaching me theory, too. everyone should learn. we're doing modes.<br /><br /><br />i want to write songs.<br />i want to write music.<br /><br /><br /><br />my fingers ache.. but it's good this way.<br /><br />i wish i had started soooo long ago.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i feel good &lt;3.<br />thank you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:53219 2005-09-12T21:32:39Z 2005-09-12T21:32:39Z strawberry fields college is starting to grow on me.<br />and by that i'm realizing that i need to make the best of this situation.<br />my friends back home aren't going anywhere<br />so i should just relaxxxxxxxxx.<br /><br /><br />in other news, i've decided to take up guitar.<br />i'm going to take lessons once a week while i'm up here.<br /><br />and i will master it :o)<br /><br />i've also officially decided to audition for beauty and the beast.<br />the commute isn't that tough.<br /><br /><br />leave me something to make me smile.... pleeeeease :o) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xhopeful_tearsx:52746 2005-09-08T21:18:44Z 2005-09-08T21:18:44Z my chemical romance three years ago everything was great.<br />i should have held on...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />coming back to the burg tomorrow. i have a dinner date with chris and alison.. maybe fatima if she's not in boston.<br /><br /><br /><br />i miss it so much it hurts.