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  <pubDate>Fri, 19 May 2006 02:42:25 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>so tired.&lt;br /&gt;so busy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and in 13 days i will no longer be a resident of fitchburg, ma.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that feels so good.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 11 May 2006 14:38:50 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>birdie</title>
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  <description>come and see bye bye birdie.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i was the choreographer and the cast is effin great.&lt;br /&gt;thurs 5/11 and fri 5/12 at 7pm FHS.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;DO IT! :o)</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 09 Apr 2006 19:32:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>at last...</title>
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  <description>this beautiful weather makes me feel wonderful... things are looking up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*i have a new boyfriend :o)&lt;br /&gt;*i can taste how close i am to completing my first year in college.&lt;br /&gt;*only 53 more days until i move in with chris and alison.&lt;br /&gt;*business at slattery&apos;s has been good = more tips for me.&lt;br /&gt;*i got my car fixed.&lt;br /&gt;*my diet is getting a little easier for me to follow.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thank goodness cuz it&apos;s been a hell of a long wait.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 26 Mar 2006 03:10:26 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>the trouble with love is...</title>
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  <description>he makes me smile.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so shove it. :o)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ps- i got the most amazing phone call from ms. monica mcnamera today. it pretty much made my year.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 18 Mar 2006 19:32:38 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>la de de</title>
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  <description>i&apos;ve got to decide exactly what it is that i want.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aaaaaaaaand&lt;br /&gt;slattery&apos;s makes me siick.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i&apos;m on vacation this week so i&apos;m expecting silly amounts of phone calls! :o) do it.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 09 Mar 2006 02:42:27 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>a lot is going on...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i&apos;ve decided to move in with alison and chris in his house in auburn :o) the big day is june 1st... my last final is on may 24th so i&apos;ll be keeping busy until then. i&apos;m working at the gap and at slattery&apos;s just trying to save up for rent money. i&apos;m pretty sure it&apos;s going to be absolutley fabulous, and june cannot come soon enough :o).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i&apos;m choreographing bye bye birdie at the high school and i&apos;m really excited to work with all the kids.  they&apos;re an awesome group and everyone has gotten so talented. i love &apos;em :o) it&apos;s def going to be fun.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;college is still lame and i&apos;m applying like crazy. i&apos;m gonna be in the worcester area probably next fall so i can make the easy commute from chris&apos;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;other than that, same old. i&apos;ve lost 15 pounds. pretty soon i&apos;m gonna be one sexy bitch. gentlemen, i&apos;m now accepting applications :o)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;later hater. time for project runway season finale. :o) i heart daniel.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 20 Feb 2006 01:10:01 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i mean okay.</title>
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  <description>I lost 10 pounds so far... horray!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh yeah, raise your hand if you&apos;re sick of this crappy cold weather and are entirely ready for sunshine and flip flops.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 14 Feb 2006 15:24:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>boo yah.</title>
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  <description>I lost 7 lbs! :o) Let&apos;s keep it going. Yeah I&apos;m gonna be a pretty smokin&apos; bitch on the beach this summer. Wait and see! :o)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today isn&apos;t Valentine&apos;s Day.&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s Nicole&apos;s Birthday, so Happy Birthday Nicole!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I like the way that sounds much better.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Clark application is all set to go! Horray!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;later hater.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 09 Feb 2006 16:50:20 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>uh huh</title>
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  <description>well i guess a lot has happened since my last update...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you know the girl that sang &quot;everybody&apos;s working for the weekend&quot; in an opera voiceon american idol? yeah, that&apos;s my best friend ali. she was effin brilliant.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i&apos;m still in search of a job. i worked at moosetracks for a day, and then quit. that place is fucked up, def don&apos;t work there. for now i&apos;m filling in at slattery&apos;s (this friday, and valentine&apos;s day)and sometimes at the gap too. i&apos;m gonna go and give my application to starbucks today, i really think i&apos;d like it there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i commute to my classes on mondays, wednesdays and fridays, and surprisingly-- it&apos;s not that bad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am going to be the choreographer for bye bye birdie at the high school and i&apos;m pretty excited about it. :o)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;also a group of my friends are doing our own version of the biggest loser. there are 6 of us and eveeryone puts in $5 a week. the winner at the end of 12 weeks gets all the money. mmmm i wanna win :o)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;time for a shower and then the job hunt continues.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 31 Jan 2006 21:06:48 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i&apos;m just saying</title>
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  <description>i really need something new.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 26 Jan 2006 02:08:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>99 problems but a bitch ain&apos;t 1.</title>
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  <description>American Idol makes me laugh pretty hard. So many of those people are serious. It&apos;s really the most bizarre thing to watch.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ve been catching up on my sleep... this upcoming weekend is going to be a real busy one. Busy, but pretty amazing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tomorrow morning I drive up to UMass to get everything out of my room. That&apos;s right. It&apos;s decided that this upcoming semester I&apos;ll be commuting to school. It shouldn&apos;t be that bad in that I only have classes on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday.  I truly believe that college isn&apos;t about the education so much as it is about the experience. Let&apos;s face it -- hated the experience I was getting. So I&apos;m taking my money and running. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yesterday I applied at the 99 as a waitress. I&apos;m waiting on a phone call and I&apos;d really like to work there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A little laundry before Project Runway I think... :o)</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 23 Jan 2006 04:47:29 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>i don&apos;t want to go back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and what i mean by that is that i&apos;m scared.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;please, keep me here. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a lot differet up close, huh?</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jan 2006 07:08:47 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i surrender.</title>
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  <description>i havent written in this thing in forever... i thought i was kind of over it. but let&apos;s face it, none of us can really ever be over livejournal.  i&apos;ve said it. i give in. :o)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;as a recap then i&apos;ve survived my first (awful) semester at college. i&apos;m miserable there and i&apos;m trying my best to not think about having to go back in two weeks. still, i&apos;ll do my best to be optimistic, i really do want to like it there but i&apos;ve already begun my college applications to have my options open. meanwhile i plan to milk these next 14 or so days for all they&apos;re worth. everyone should call me to hang out :o)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i keep playing my guitar, but if it&apos;s possible, i may be getting worse :o) lessons maybe in order.... regardless i love playing :o)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my coffee cup is dry and my headache is subsiding, so it&apos;s time for bed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;g&apos;night.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ps-  i got my tattoo finally. it&apos;s pretty fantastic. pictures soon.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 21 Nov 2005 23:47:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>wha what?!</title>
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  <description>Back home to Fithcburg tomorrow!! :o) I&apos;m excited to see everyone at the game on Thursday.. time certainly does fly..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;gonna be great.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Beauty and the Beast opens in less than two weeks... I&apos;m a dancing napkin. You absolutley don&apos;t wanna miss this one :o)</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 07 Nov 2005 03:34:21 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>SAWEET!!!</title>
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  <description>today my family came over for a little belated birthday brunch.  it was absolutley delightful... i opened all of my presents and just as i thought everything was done... my dad came around the corner holding a guitar with a big bow on it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;AHHHHHHHHHHH. i&apos;m sooooo pumped. i want to play forever and ever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i&apos;m addicted.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;leave me some sugar :o)</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 04 Nov 2005 01:55:41 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>awww :o)</title>
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  <description>If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don&apos;t speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you&apos;re finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh man please do it :o)</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 02 Nov 2005 04:28:16 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>where&apos;s the cake?!</title>
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  <description>In about a half hour I&apos;ll be 19 years old.&lt;br /&gt;That&apos;s right, tomorrow&apos;s my birthday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am so fucking excited. :o) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;leave me some birthday lovin, sluts &amp;lt;3.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 19 Oct 2005 18:59:18 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;last year the whole application for college process REALLY sucked. i hate that i&apos;m&amp;nbsp;going through it all again... meh.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;countdown until my birthday... 14 days :o)&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;time for theatre 100 then back to write a paper for english. booooo.&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 06 Oct 2005 19:59:40 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>rawr.</title>
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  <description>rehearsals for beauty and the beast start this sunday. i&apos;m pretty much wicked excited to see everyone :o)&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;i&apos;m coming home on saturday for columbus day weekend. that night i&apos;m going to see clue with alison and chris.&amp;nbsp; i can&apos;t wait to see the show... the whole concept seems really interesting and i want to see how it&apos;s done. :o) definitely looking forward to that.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;i&apos;m absolutley experiencing the whole &quot;broke college kid&quot; feeling... and i am not pleased to say the least. i&apos;ve had a job since freshman year of high school, so to not have an income right now is soooo strange.&amp;nbsp; my birthday is coming up though, so hopefully that will help out a little bit.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;i can&apos;t quite figure out what i should be for halloween. of course i&apos;m open to suggestions... please help me out!! :o)</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 01 Oct 2005 17:16:58 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>oh yeah</title>
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  <description>i&apos;m in the dancing chorus baby!! :o) beauty and the beast is gonna be a lot of fun and i&apos;m looking forward to seeing everyone again :o) congrats to miss alyssa who&apos;s our beauty :o) i&apos;m seriously so proud of her... and also to my love christopher, the beast.  def gonna be a fun one.... i hope i&apos;m the rug.. :o)</description>
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  <lj:music>my chemical romance</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">my chemical romance</media:title>
  <lj:mood>happy</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 22 Sep 2005 02:49:27 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>simple.</title>
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  <description>i want to come home.</description>
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  <lj:music>make yourself</lj:music>
  <media:title type="plain">make yourself</media:title>
  <lj:mood>lonely</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 19 Sep 2005 00:39:14 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>l.o.v.e.</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;i finally feel like i&apos;m getting a hold of this whole college thing.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br&gt;i&apos;m uncomfortable and that&apos;s normal.&lt;br&gt;i really like my acting class... i feel like i&apos;m learning so much..&lt;br&gt;i want to be better.&lt;br&gt;everything is a lot of work and everything is really hard.&lt;br&gt;i guess that&apos;s the way it should be, though.&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;today chris and alison came up for a surprise visit.&lt;br&gt;it meant the world. &lt;br&gt;i played the guitar for them, we drove around amherst and ate burritos for lunch.&lt;br&gt;amazing, actually.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;tomorrow&apos;s monday.&lt;br&gt;i have two papers to write and i&apos;m going to experience the umass library for the first time.&lt;br&gt;i have loads of laundry to do and not enough quarters.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;i&apos;m so fucking ready :o)&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>wake me up when september ends</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>creative</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 14 Sep 2005 03:15:57 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>your thoughtless words are breaking my heart</title>
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  <description>i love the guitar.&lt;br /&gt;one lesson and i&apos;m in love. i feel like i&apos;ve found a passion. that&apos;s what i&apos;ve needed. something new. something theraputic.&lt;br /&gt;my teacher&apos;s the man. he&apos;s teaching me theory, too. everyone should learn. we&apos;re doing modes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i want to write songs.&lt;br /&gt;i want to write music.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my fingers ache.. but it&apos;s good this way.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i wish i had started soooo long ago.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i feel good &amp;lt;3.&lt;br /&gt;thank you.</description>
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  <lj:music>jewel</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>rejuvenated</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 12 Sep 2005 21:32:39 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>relaxxx</title>
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  <description>college is starting to grow on me.&lt;br /&gt;and by that i&apos;m realizing that i need to make the best of this situation.&lt;br /&gt;my friends back home aren&apos;t going anywhere&lt;br /&gt;so i should just relaxxxxxxxxx.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in other news, i&apos;ve decided to take up guitar.&lt;br /&gt;i&apos;m going to take lessons once a week while i&apos;m up here.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and i will master it :o)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i&apos;ve also officially decided to audition for beauty and the beast.&lt;br /&gt;the commute isn&apos;t that tough.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;leave me something to make me smile.... pleeeeease :o)</description>
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  <lj:music>strawberry fields</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>tired</lj:mood>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 08 Sep 2005 21:18:44 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>so long, and good night</title>
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  <description>three years ago everything was great.&lt;br /&gt;i should have held on...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;coming back to the burg tomorrow.  i have a dinner date with chris and alison.. maybe fatima if she&apos;s not in boston.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i miss it so much it hurts.</description>
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  <lj:music>my chemical romance</lj:music>
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  <lj:mood>homesick</lj:mood>
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